WHY?!

UGH! HAIR. GROW. FASTER! -tugs hair frantically-





21 more days for you to grow!! -TUGS EVEN MORE- D: WHAI WHAI WHAI did I even cut it short in the first place?! Been doing EVERYTHING to make it grow faster, avoid tying my hair, taking longer baths, combing it whenever I study D: do you know how vain that is -_-

And after like 2/3 months of doing so, NOW it only starts to curl properly ): I wish I had more time for it to grow! )': -TUGS HAIR-






On a lighter note, there's only 7 more days left of SPM and I'm still feeling sane! I think ._.


Yesterday we had sejarah and the day before, we had a lot of rumors for tips and all so I decided to forward to some of my friends cause I didn't have much money left /: and this is what I got back. 2/6 people replied this







Then in school Darrion told me he'd buy me ice cream if he gets A+. THATS 3/6! So that's half the people who think that ice cream makes me happy. Like seriously guys? -__- ... HOW DID YOU KNOW?! :DDDDDD






Sorry, bad quality /: but wait till I get my lappy then I'd definitely upload photos from the camera :P NO MORE SMALL AND PIXELIZED PHOTOS! Rejoice!! By then I'd also put up a chat box so I won't have to feel so lonely :3 that is, if anyone even visits my blog )':


Blog population : 1, YO MAMA.


So bored lately, and the only social networks I use is whatsapp and Facebook. Is blogger considered a social network? ._. meh don't think so. SO! the only thing I ever do is watch YouTube videos about babies and compare how Asians and Angmoh people dress. Asian models especially Japanese and Korean are so gorgeous @@ heck they could wear a rubbish bag and still look good! But no, I'm still not giving into the whole Korean kraze /: My love for dear Kendall still stays strong! <3 and no, it's not Kendall Jenner -_- she's pretty and all but can they sing like Kendall? Ahh. (:


I know he loves me! He just doesn't know it yet :D HAHA!






But still Evanescence beats Big Time Rush (: sorry guys but Amy Lee is.. Unbelievably cool @@ She is so cool and her voice is AMAZING! she plays the piano and guess what! I found out she plays the harp too! Damn, she. Is. awesome. :P and she totally has that bad ass look but still manages to look so pretty @@





Okay most people won't find her pretty but I think she has that haunting beauty that is so so unique! And she's way better looking than Kristen Stewart :P


Oh damn, it's 1.30! /: Good luck everyone for maths tomorrow! (:

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Taking my chances

Here goes nothing /:



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YAY!

My first package in the mail!! :DD I I I so excited! :DD

-TEARS OPEN-





MAHH DRESSS :DD

-prays that it fits-

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SOMEDAY LAH :DD

Omg my first online shopping purchase and it fits me well!! :DD happy happy :3



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And ME NO LIKEY YOUUU

I know it's gross but HAHA! The ONLY day I don't have tuitions, and I'm sick. For the WHOLE DAY! like, wth? Some kind of joke? -___-





I will never laugh at Ee Lynn's eyedrop medicine anymore u_u now that I have it, it's freaking annoying how bitter it is ): and yes I know the eyedrops goes INTO the eye





BEST SHARPIE COLOURS EVER! Sadly they're all my sister's /:



"MUM! where did my college fees go?"

"WHY! to buy your sister more sharpies of course! What's an 11 year old girl without butt loads of sharpies!"


Dood, when I was 11..


Hmm, what did I do when I was 11? ._.



LALALALALALALALLAA
Dang, just passing time, waiting for it to turn 9 :P I shall go eat glue now. BYE!


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And when we go, don't blame us

So true (:


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And I still shed a tear, every once in a while

I CAN'T SLEEP! All I can think about, is how much I'm gonna miss my classmates, and how much I'm gonna miss my friends from highschool )':

I really don't wanna do a lengthy message to everyone I know cause I KNOW I'm definitely gonna cry, but I'll just sum up the things I'd miss bout being in CHS (:

In class I never really got to knew the others WELL till this year, sure I know them individually, but I never got to know them personally till this year /: does that make sense to you? :P

I was typing half way when I realized I'm just gonna keep it really REALLY short cause there's too much to write cause you know how draggy I can get ):

• the comforting silence in class beside Xian
• Xian shouting at Howser
• Me shouting at Howser
• Howser shouting at chris
• Chris' wtf face
• Wai Teck taking my stuff (not so much of the stealing my money part) :P
• Wai teck's stupid "chop" phase, chopping dates on everyone and saying that "we're expired"
• Ee lynn's random singing
• Lai Mun calling me 米田共
• Ee Lynn's laugh :P
• Darrion's awkward sleeping positions
• Darrion's awkward syok-sendiri dance moves ._.
• Darrion's awkward pedosmile
• Xian's super super epic sarcasm
• blaming Wai Teck for everything that goes missing :D
• Kuan yee's dumb seal impersonation :P
• rushing the class board
• when half the class sleeps (:
• playing killer with the class ): ):
• playing monopoly deal ): (eventhough I only played for a while)
• lying to the teachers bout what we actually do :P
• Jia zhen's singing before a stressful exam
• yen Kee wishing me happy birthday unnecessarily
• Ee Lynn's "hi."
• when miss Ong "zat's" us jokingly
• Puan see's super cute "theories" of bio
• her mispronounciation :x


Now for the bigger picture, my whole 5 years in CHS,
• running in the rain with Qiao wei cause of her rain theory :P
• random singing with Qiao wei
• when me and Qiao wei nick named everyone cause we couldn't remember their names
• joining clubs with mabe and then end up quiting most of em
• when we used to sit at "the tiang" (':
• meeting up in bengkel before school
• seeing Miyo and Emily every morning in the bengkel (':
• walking to school with mabe
• seeing Miyo Emi and mabe after school downstairs pissed at me cause I'm always late :x
• UKH CAMP DD:
• football practice (singular cause I only been for one ): or two at most)
• HIJAU DECO <3
• cooking starch (':
• figuring out how to cook starch
• blaming each other when it comes out sucky
• using the UKH PA mike system to play our own songs :P
• Getting really really dirty and smelly for hijau :P
• Jia Min's AWWWW!
• that awkward moment when Zhen yuan's super gangster talk, is actually how he usually talks ._.
• Kenji's brother. HAHAHA
• owh! Totally forgot, hijau marching ):
• setting up deco in the padang, when it was so hot and everyone was pissed at everyone /: sort of.
• Me and Emily's super short Harmonica phase
• going for debating trips to look at other people debate with Miyo (: (: definitely will not miss feeling stupid bout myself, embarrassing myself by debating, or the "CAN'T HELP BUT NOTICE YOU" guy. CHEESY PICK UP LINE.



SO SO SO SO SO MUCH MORE! but I'm just too lazy to list em out :x


I had a REALLY REALLY awesome time in CHS, though sometimes I wish I hadn't chose this school due to a lot of factors such as, the rule that chinese is compulsory, or the strict discipline rules, or my stupid emo phase due to dumb and naive puppy love-__-, spending more time worrying bout my childish relationships that I really push my friends and everything that's right in front of me away(biggest regret of all), its the friends that pull me through and make me realize that going to CHS was one of the best choices ever made.


I guess, the reason I didn't cry during graduation, was cause I know the people I miss and love the most, are gonna be the people I'm gonna be seeing even after we part ways(: we'll still keep in touch, im sure of it! And whatever happens, i have faith we'll still see each other someday in the later future (:


Goodbye CHS!



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I think they never liked you anyway (:

One of my first cam-whore photos when I first got my phone! :x

And before I sleep! I was watching a couple of YouTube videos and I realized why I had an "emo" phase in my life -_- yea I guess it's normal to have teen angst at some point. But! The more I thought bout it and recalled, I think the biggest influence for my emo phase was excessive dosage of music from My Chemical Romance and Evanescence .__.

No doubt! Their songs are beyond beyond awesome, few of my favorite bands of all time. But I gotta admit their songs make me wanna think twice bout life and change the way I see life and all. It's either they're very influential or I'm just a really naive person -_-


Still! I'm gonna redownload all their songs since I deleted all of em cause I wanted to "start over" which I think was pretty stupid since they're so freaking awesome and fun to listen to!


Sometimes I just cringe whenever I read the lyrics cause it's so so suicidal and self-hate. Like seriously!

" if you look in a mirror and don't like what you see, you'll find out first hand whats it like to be me" -Dead by MCR


Okay..? Dude, I don't wanna hate myself! I love being me /: But sometimes they do bring out a part of me who just wants to lie on my bed and stare as the rain droplets trickle down from my window ._. damn. They're good.. ._.


I wanna keep listening to their awesome music but it's sometimes so hard to keep an open mind bout life and positive thinking /:

None the less, I'm not afraid to keep on living, I'm not afraid to walk this world alone (:

That's from Famous Last Words from MCR! see! It's so unpredictable /: one moment its suicidal, one moment its life-empowering ._.

Used to listen to that song almost everyday after I came home from school when I was form1 and 2 (:


Anyways, listening to Eye of the Tiger! DUM! DUM DUM DUM! DUM DUM DUM! DUM DUM DUHHHH! (pause every 2 seconds after every exclamation mark :P)

Good night people! Tomorrows the day! :x :x pray hard!! (:


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Li'l darlin' (:

Finally! More songs besides meaningless screamo /: my dad gave us the money to buy cause he thinks it's more worth it to buy a Rock band CD than go to a concert. Umm.. What concert? :S

So yeah (:

And I got 2 new membership cards -.-

#1



.__. I wonder when'll i ever use this since the only time I get juice works is with the girls and Miyo already has a juice works card /: My mum just wrote it under my name so yay, extra baggage to my cheapo purse ._.

#2



Yeaa.. About that.. I don't know when's the next time I'm ever gonna use that thing -.- I got RM40 off the Beatles rock band CD so why not :P so if there's anyone of you out there who needs to buy stuff ._. yea you know who to call :P



Yeah, and if you ever need to save RM5 which you can then use to buy my a Mcflurry, you know who to call too yea (:



This, is my RM8 purse (: though some of my friends said they wouldn't buy it unless it was less than 5 LOL, but I still think it's pretty.. Plastic ._.

Oh well! Time to hit the books y'all (:



My sexy Rila bookmark by Ee Lynn! :D it's super pretty! And it even has a ribbon on it!



So purdy! <3

Bye!

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Can anybody hear me? Am I talking to myself

I urban dictionary-Ed my name! :D




Funniest cyanide and happiness comic strip ever!


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Everyone left you!

7 more days! Exactly one week!! NERVOUS LIKE CRAZEH! DD:


Yesterday,

Me : whatever the results are, you'll still be proud of me right?
Dad : sure! Of course!

A minute later,

Dad : but of course.. It'll be better if you get it lah.


-___-

自相矛盾 -.-





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It's time..

TO CHANGE THE SHEETS!



That's just HALF my toys :P



Now, where am I gonna sleep?! D:

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Good morning world!

(:


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I'm not saying I'm sorreh :D

Ugghh, you annoy me! ._. Even the way you type repulses me! -pukes internally- if that's even possible :x




My sister drew this during her break in the library



I simply made it better (:

Eyebrows ; some people only have one.




Heehee :P You know who you are (:



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Nobody likes you (:

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FISHCAKES! ):

Dang, shouldn't have eaten seafood for lunch ):


On a lighter note :D I'm so totally loving Tropicana now (: I spend my time in the library and when I'm hungry, I'll just walk out a little to grab something from the mini mart, and when I'm bored I sleep :P treating this place like my own home now :D

AND THE BEST PART IS! No ones in the library cept me, some uncle and a librarian (: talk about privacy! (:




MIAO


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Hysteriaaaa (:

My next door's Doberman! (: SO ADORABLE! and super friendly (: (: but when he stands up, he's like taller than me /: or maybe my height xD neh, think he's taller than me ._.

His ear sticks out kinda funny /: but I still think he's adorable! His eyes are so watery and shiny (:


He looks so so fierce ._. but once I placed my hand on his head and started to rub between his ears, I swore I saw him smile! :3

Well it didn't bite me so I guess he was happy (: been such a long time since my neighbour had a dog /: so happy! :3




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Standing so tall (:

Was about to crawl back into my bed and watch Southpark when my mum asked me to help my sister with her art homework /: dragged myself to the table and got to work /: cause my sister had exams tomorrow so what the heck /:

















HEE HEE! I still think this is super adorable :D



Turtles on my glasses case /: Brings back such bittersweet memories /:




Dont you love this pedophiliac octopus :3 I have 8 hands to touch you my little pretty >3




Reason why I'm taking so many photos is cause I haven't done 美术 in a LONG time xD hope my sister fails. HAHA! Cause this is like worse than shit compared to what my sister can do /: this, makes shit look good /:

I COULD HAVE DONE A BETTER JOB WITH THE DUMB STARFISH!

STARFISH LOVES YOU! -from Charlie the Unicorn :P

Okay! Gonna watch Southpark now :3 BYE



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Can I please come down?

I love the way he just sits there!

I love the way he just stares at me :P

I love the way he lies :3 (there)









:3 :3

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Ooh Fascinating!

This is what a British guy from the bachelor said


" after the show, I realized I proposed to a girl I didn't even love, half my height and who thought there was palm trees in London "

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHA!!


OMG SUPER EPIC!!

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First time!

Woke up sneezing non-stop so mum told me I shouldn't go for morning mass /: so guess I'll be going in the evening later (:

FIRST TIME! I turned down my Sunday morning dimsum cause I was feeling super lousy ): hair was super icky and stiff with the hair mouse I left on since yesterday -__- eww. And my neck is so stiff for idk what reason )':

But I spent a lot of time rolling in bed again! (: this time not for sulking bout my sad miserable life as a "not good enough" person /: but at the fact I realized I accomplished my new year resolution!! :D which is (since I accomplished it I won't jinx it by saying it out right? :x) getting top 10 in class for the whole year :D yay! Well except for the mid term when I lost like purata marks cause I didn't give letter -.- whatever! I just lost like 0.2 and I went to 11 D': heck screw it, I'm not gonna let that ruin the winning streak :3 (sore loser)


Anywho! I still feel very satisfied though I'm not As good as the other 6/7 of the people in my class (: I tried my best! And it always seemed so impossible for me to compete with em cause they are like unbelievably hardworking. Not just them! My whole class (well most of em) are really dedicated, and I'm so thankful to get to be in this competitive environment (: though sometimes it pretty much sucks to know that they're better than you, but at least they're the one pushing you to work harder (: I really love my class (: honestly say without a doubt that besides being in JYM, this is the best thing that ever happened to me throughout my high school life (': getting to know my classmates, was such a ride (: unfortunately, nearing the end, the ride got better ): but at least, I HOPE xD we'll remember each other after we graduate and keep to our AHEM PROMISES AHEM AHEM! COUGH!


I never thought that you could be in such a tough, competitive environment, and have such awesome people as your friends (: best part is! They help each other to improve their results! Can't say I've helped much ): but they've definitely helped me! <3 through their encouragement and support (: their selfless attitude has really made me feel so welcomed in my class (: and honestly I've never felt I fitted in in my class until this year /: usually it's always just, me, my friends, and a bunch of other smart people as classmates /:




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My guilty pleasure

(:



MINI CAKES :DD


Thanks Sarah! :D you duh awesome lah B)

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