Tidying up my room

Host : Do you want me to wash your sheets? You haven't changed it in a while?
Too embarrassed to say how long its been since I last changed my sheets

Me : Nah, I'm too lazy. I'll just go sheetless.

Host : WHY?! Its where you sleep!

Host : Oh nevermind.



After a few minutes feeling guilty and realizing my room is a complete pig sty

I really wonder how I'm going to move all my friends to university

Of old ladies and cab drivers ;

Yesterday, I was serving this old lady at the restaurant. And when I collected her plates she told me out of the blue, totally randomly, that she feels so alone. She told me her husband died, and she now lives alone. When he was still alive, they would always come to the restaurant together. But now he’s gone so she comes to eat alone. What broke me was that she told me she misses him. And I just got so upset I didn’t know what to say but, sorry.


And just now I got dropped off by the same cab driver from yesterday. What are the odds right :) so yesterday he told me he was upset cause he was fighting with his wife. Today he showed me a photo of her and told me she wants a divorce.

I felt really bad for him so when he dropped me off I ran back into the house and gave him some of the cookies I made the other day. He looked so happy and it made me glad too. Then I went up to my room I just sat there and cried.


I don’t know these people, they’re just acquaintances. But yet them sharing their stories with me just makes me feel like, all my problems seem so petty compared to theirs. I couldn’t do much to help them but i really wish I could.

But also, why do I fret so much about the little things that upset me? I’m not saying I’m not allowed to be sad. I know it’s really silly to say “oh, other people have it worse, so you can’t be upset”. But I’m not saying that, I’m saying I shouldn’t go into mindless self-pity. The solution is right in front of me and I’m gonna solve it. No point wasting my time being upset, really. I know what I want and what I don’t want. So I’m just gonna go ahead. And do it.


p/s : this post is in an awkward white box cause I copied it from my Tumblr cause I can't be bothered to type it twice lol :)

Hi

Shouldn't you be studying?

If you're having a bad day,

Please listen to this song!


Not only is the video extremely adorable, but the song cheers you right up!


Have a wonderful day, you!

For those who are feeling down

Coincidence!

Man, I'm sorry for the bad photo quality. It looked so great on my phone. Blogger app kills the quality!

So today was a really really amazing day :3 I had so many little little exciting things that made my day absolutely amazing!

But the highlight of my day would have to  be dinner with my close friends :) at a Japanese restaurant :3 Though the lady could have been a BIT MORE FRIENDLY. But well, we shouldn't be too hard on waitresses(thats what he said), like seriously guys. Don't trouble waitresses. Get off your seat and get your own menu. We don't live to serve you okay. We just get paid to do it. 

That made no sense.

Anyways! Being the pampered spoilt brat I am, I took the cab home because the winds were SO BLOODY STRONG, and not to mention it was spitting, and so so cold ): so I followed Re Gin back to her place, called a cab and waited :3

Okay, cab came yada yada. Got into the cab.

"HELLO, MY FRIEND"

What the heck, who is this guy

"Uhh, hello"

"Don't you remember me? Little Malaysian girl"

O___O

"Umm sorry.."

"You help your aunt at the restaurant right?"

"Are you the man who said you loved my country"

"Yea, I LOVE Malaysia"

"Oh HI!!"

So first off, I use the cab service twice every week to get back from work, sometimes 3/4 if I'm late for school :3 and I've met a LOT of cab driver personalities. Some really nice! Well, most of them are nice, they'd strike up a conversation with you(this is how I practice my social skills), and some of them, just.. Sit there quietly through the whole journey.

So, months ago, I met this cab driver who took me home and on the way back, he was really chatty! I got into the cab and we started chatting and he asked me where I was from, I said Malaysia and he said he LOVED our country. 

You're probably thinking WHYY?!

But well, he just really likes our food. *shrugs Good man, good man.

So today we started chatting and when I got home, I had to pay him. CRAP. I only had like £5 left (i dont bring a lot of money out with me), and the fare was like £6-ish. 

He saw that I only had £5, and he charged me for that price only! Which I think was PRETTY DARN AWESOME!

Not only did I get to meet this stranger again, I actually got a discount! And what are the ODDS of seeing this person again. 

Just a random cab driver, but his kindness made my day :) 

I love today.

Two more months to go!

I know I've been missing for a very very long time now. And I've been meaning to post something weeks ago, but well, I've got nothing to update ._. Life has been pretty much exams and tests for me.

Except for Easter! But well that's another story for another time :) 

When I told my sister I was genuinely worried for my mock exam tomorrow, because I put it off till the last minute, my sister's response to my procrastination :

Excuse me for bad grammar and the shitty quality of the photo, I'm so tired I can't think straight. Mock exam one after another has left me zombified for days now

Oh and today's my mama's birthday! :) Happy birthday, ma! Even though I can bet on the life of my unborn child that you'll never see this. I love you :)

Anywho, goodnight! 

Side note : Omg! I used the blogger app on my phone to post this! I'm gonna start blogging more often now (one of the many lies I tell myself)