I think they never liked you anyway (:

One of my first cam-whore photos when I first got my phone! :x

And before I sleep! I was watching a couple of YouTube videos and I realized why I had an "emo" phase in my life -_- yea I guess it's normal to have teen angst at some point. But! The more I thought bout it and recalled, I think the biggest influence for my emo phase was excessive dosage of music from My Chemical Romance and Evanescence .__.

No doubt! Their songs are beyond beyond awesome, few of my favorite bands of all time. But I gotta admit their songs make me wanna think twice bout life and change the way I see life and all. It's either they're very influential or I'm just a really naive person -_-


Still! I'm gonna redownload all their songs since I deleted all of em cause I wanted to "start over" which I think was pretty stupid since they're so freaking awesome and fun to listen to!


Sometimes I just cringe whenever I read the lyrics cause it's so so suicidal and self-hate. Like seriously!

" if you look in a mirror and don't like what you see, you'll find out first hand whats it like to be me" -Dead by MCR


Okay..? Dude, I don't wanna hate myself! I love being me /: But sometimes they do bring out a part of me who just wants to lie on my bed and stare as the rain droplets trickle down from my window ._. damn. They're good.. ._.


I wanna keep listening to their awesome music but it's sometimes so hard to keep an open mind bout life and positive thinking /:

None the less, I'm not afraid to keep on living, I'm not afraid to walk this world alone (:

That's from Famous Last Words from MCR! see! It's so unpredictable /: one moment its suicidal, one moment its life-empowering ._.

Used to listen to that song almost everyday after I came home from school when I was form1 and 2 (:


Anyways, listening to Eye of the Tiger! DUM! DUM DUM DUM! DUM DUM DUM! DUM DUM DUHHHH! (pause every 2 seconds after every exclamation mark :P)

Good night people! Tomorrows the day! :x :x pray hard!! (:


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Li'l darlin' (:

Finally! More songs besides meaningless screamo /: my dad gave us the money to buy cause he thinks it's more worth it to buy a Rock band CD than go to a concert. Umm.. What concert? :S

So yeah (:

And I got 2 new membership cards -.-

#1



.__. I wonder when'll i ever use this since the only time I get juice works is with the girls and Miyo already has a juice works card /: My mum just wrote it under my name so yay, extra baggage to my cheapo purse ._.

#2



Yeaa.. About that.. I don't know when's the next time I'm ever gonna use that thing -.- I got RM40 off the Beatles rock band CD so why not :P so if there's anyone of you out there who needs to buy stuff ._. yea you know who to call :P



Yeah, and if you ever need to save RM5 which you can then use to buy my a Mcflurry, you know who to call too yea (:



This, is my RM8 purse (: though some of my friends said they wouldn't buy it unless it was less than 5 LOL, but I still think it's pretty.. Plastic ._.

Oh well! Time to hit the books y'all (:



My sexy Rila bookmark by Ee Lynn! :D it's super pretty! And it even has a ribbon on it!



So purdy! <3

Bye!

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Can anybody hear me? Am I talking to myself

I urban dictionary-Ed my name! :D




Funniest cyanide and happiness comic strip ever!


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Everyone left you!

7 more days! Exactly one week!! NERVOUS LIKE CRAZEH! DD:


Yesterday,

Me : whatever the results are, you'll still be proud of me right?
Dad : sure! Of course!

A minute later,

Dad : but of course.. It'll be better if you get it lah.


-___-

自相矛盾 -.-





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It's time..

TO CHANGE THE SHEETS!



That's just HALF my toys :P



Now, where am I gonna sleep?! D:

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Good morning world!

(:


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I'm not saying I'm sorreh :D

Ugghh, you annoy me! ._. Even the way you type repulses me! -pukes internally- if that's even possible :x




My sister drew this during her break in the library



I simply made it better (:

Eyebrows ; some people only have one.




Heehee :P You know who you are (:



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Nobody likes you (:

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FISHCAKES! ):

Dang, shouldn't have eaten seafood for lunch ):


On a lighter note :D I'm so totally loving Tropicana now (: I spend my time in the library and when I'm hungry, I'll just walk out a little to grab something from the mini mart, and when I'm bored I sleep :P treating this place like my own home now :D

AND THE BEST PART IS! No ones in the library cept me, some uncle and a librarian (: talk about privacy! (:




MIAO


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Hysteriaaaa (:

My next door's Doberman! (: SO ADORABLE! and super friendly (: (: but when he stands up, he's like taller than me /: or maybe my height xD neh, think he's taller than me ._.

His ear sticks out kinda funny /: but I still think he's adorable! His eyes are so watery and shiny (:


He looks so so fierce ._. but once I placed my hand on his head and started to rub between his ears, I swore I saw him smile! :3

Well it didn't bite me so I guess he was happy (: been such a long time since my neighbour had a dog /: so happy! :3




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Standing so tall (:

Was about to crawl back into my bed and watch Southpark when my mum asked me to help my sister with her art homework /: dragged myself to the table and got to work /: cause my sister had exams tomorrow so what the heck /:

















HEE HEE! I still think this is super adorable :D



Turtles on my glasses case /: Brings back such bittersweet memories /:




Dont you love this pedophiliac octopus :3 I have 8 hands to touch you my little pretty >3




Reason why I'm taking so many photos is cause I haven't done 美术 in a LONG time xD hope my sister fails. HAHA! Cause this is like worse than shit compared to what my sister can do /: this, makes shit look good /:

I COULD HAVE DONE A BETTER JOB WITH THE DUMB STARFISH!

STARFISH LOVES YOU! -from Charlie the Unicorn :P

Okay! Gonna watch Southpark now :3 BYE



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Can I please come down?

I love the way he just sits there!

I love the way he just stares at me :P

I love the way he lies :3 (there)









:3 :3

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Ooh Fascinating!

This is what a British guy from the bachelor said


" after the show, I realized I proposed to a girl I didn't even love, half my height and who thought there was palm trees in London "

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHA!!


OMG SUPER EPIC!!

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First time!

Woke up sneezing non-stop so mum told me I shouldn't go for morning mass /: so guess I'll be going in the evening later (:

FIRST TIME! I turned down my Sunday morning dimsum cause I was feeling super lousy ): hair was super icky and stiff with the hair mouse I left on since yesterday -__- eww. And my neck is so stiff for idk what reason )':

But I spent a lot of time rolling in bed again! (: this time not for sulking bout my sad miserable life as a "not good enough" person /: but at the fact I realized I accomplished my new year resolution!! :D which is (since I accomplished it I won't jinx it by saying it out right? :x) getting top 10 in class for the whole year :D yay! Well except for the mid term when I lost like purata marks cause I didn't give letter -.- whatever! I just lost like 0.2 and I went to 11 D': heck screw it, I'm not gonna let that ruin the winning streak :3 (sore loser)


Anywho! I still feel very satisfied though I'm not As good as the other 6/7 of the people in my class (: I tried my best! And it always seemed so impossible for me to compete with em cause they are like unbelievably hardworking. Not just them! My whole class (well most of em) are really dedicated, and I'm so thankful to get to be in this competitive environment (: though sometimes it pretty much sucks to know that they're better than you, but at least they're the one pushing you to work harder (: I really love my class (: honestly say without a doubt that besides being in JYM, this is the best thing that ever happened to me throughout my high school life (': getting to know my classmates, was such a ride (: unfortunately, nearing the end, the ride got better ): but at least, I HOPE xD we'll remember each other after we graduate and keep to our AHEM PROMISES AHEM AHEM! COUGH!


I never thought that you could be in such a tough, competitive environment, and have such awesome people as your friends (: best part is! They help each other to improve their results! Can't say I've helped much ): but they've definitely helped me! <3 through their encouragement and support (: their selfless attitude has really made me feel so welcomed in my class (: and honestly I've never felt I fitted in in my class until this year /: usually it's always just, me, my friends, and a bunch of other smart people as classmates /:




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My guilty pleasure

(:



MINI CAKES :DD


Thanks Sarah! :D you duh awesome lah B)

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I'm so happy!

I'm so happy I'm a girl! :3



And all it took me was my straightener




And



A piece of paper ._.




Curl,



Press,

And release!








And of course I pushed up half my hair cause I'd look like a lion if I don't -.-

Thanks bubzbeauty for the awesome tutorial :)

Meh, result of being too bored :(

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An awesome way to start me day :D

Went out for breakfast with Wei's whole family :D was great to see em all again (: (: reminds me of the good ol' days :D




Came back and guitar hero-ed for a bit (:


Getting the hang of drums now :D not just simply bashing it up like when we first got it xD

Shall practice hard mode after SPM :x or before :3 HEH (:

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Of another place and time, where my family's from

I feel really happy I've got nothing holding me back from what I want most in life (: (: honestly I've never felt so sure and happy bout my life! Once you take that step back and let Him run your life, everythings so much easier (: (: another 16 more days though D: can't wait for my ultimate adventure!! :DD





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It's alright (:

Found a really cute animation!


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Stuck in her daydream (:

Gonna turn in early today (: PEACE YeaaHH! (:


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Tuck me in bed with the sound of your voice (:

Heehee!! So cute!! <3 it's in pink :DD

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The sound of the old guitar is saving you from breaking

I'm bored I'm bored I'm bored! D:

Good choice not going to school though, had a really long dream/nightmare /: then I spent an hour rolling in my bed wondering whether I should reconsider or should I just avoid it ):




18 more days!! DD: DD: WHY CAN'T TIME MOVE FASTER DAMMIT D:

Oh wait, then it'll be closer to SPM. zz -.-


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And now my feet won't touch the ground (:

LOL so I asked my sister will I be forever alone. Her answer is : ask The Magic One.





IM SCREWED D:




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