You were my best friend, my rock, my pillar
I thought I could count on you to make me happy
To always be there for me
I treated you like my own brother
Showered you with undivided attention
Embraced every moment I had with you
Knowing you'd be there for me,
Oh how naive was I
Times changed
Years passed
Reality kicked in
I then realized
You couldn't be there with me through EVERYTHING
Then came a day,
You sent me a text.
The words you used..
Such cruel harsh words,
Words I never knew existed
In a man's heart
Furthermore, in yours
I needed a second to breathe
I lay on the bed ever so lifeless
Staring at my handphone's screen
Reading your message over and over again
It was as if the words came to life
And pierced a large hole in my heart
With a bow and an arrow
I thought you actually cared,
I thought you were my friend.
Turns out,
I was just a person you talk to when everyone's unavailable
When everyone was snuggling in their beds
I had to stay up and listen to you complain
I stayed with you through everything
Now when I need you most,
Where are you ?
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I feel better :D
Thanks bloggie ! -pats-
Sorry for the emo post >_< I just gotta get it off my chest :(
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