Fear is only in our minds, taking over all the time

Guess what I've been doing for the past couple of days!

BESIDES studying :P




TADAAAAAA! Okay I know it ain't much but it took me damn long to figure it out!! :DDD -crowd applauses-

So this is how my phone looks like after 3 days continuous of sleeping at 3am @__@




My text screens



Yea -.- I texted myself to hear the ringtone -.- till I realized I could replay them in settings -_____-

and,

Ninja compass! Means I'll hunt you down like a ninja yo! >)


Check out the cool zips! :DD














Last but not least!
Silent mode :D


NOT silent mode :D



Yea I get amused easily .___. nyways! Gonna go take a nap and charge mah phone now :D





HEH HEH :3

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GO! BWAHH!

Mum : I bought a very good book for you! I think you'll really like it.
Me : yeah, I bet it's about managing life -__-
Mum : NO LAHH!!


Goes home.





OH GEEEE!


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Okay I've got everything I need

Pen, highlighters, books, sticky notes, toothbrush,

Time to start studying! (:



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Spy kids; all the time in the world

WORST MOVIE EVER




Even Spongebob isn't amused.

It was THATT bad, I'm not exaggerating




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I used to think

High school was all about cliques, whether you were cool, whether you stood out,

Or did you just blend with the background, like a wallpaper (whert? ._.)


But my graduation class have made me realised, how important mixing round with everyone is (':


I love the way everyone in my class mixes with everyone not depending on the language we speak, or the kinds of friends we have outside of class, but as true classmates, as a family (':

Love it how we'd learn off each other and help each other during crucial times eg, before exams or with homework.


Never thought I'd fit in with my classmates cause I've always been that socially awkward girl, but they've been so nice to me it's actually tear jerking for me just thinking about em (':


Will have a longer post on my class after graduation or SPM, depending whether I'd still be alive till then xD





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Meh

Just realised all my posts are about my toys -__- lame!

So here's a real post.


If you're reading this :

Click that tiny 'x' button on top, and go study (:


Good luck everyone!



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I call you can't hear a thing :P

My second hand Pikachu birthday present! From me, to me. :P


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I just wanna dance right through the pain

Aren't they adorable! :3

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A new addition to the famfam (:

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Halfway there (:

In chemistry tuition (: OMNOM :D


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HELLO

After SUPER long! I decide to blog. Short update, wanna go out walk walk soon :P


Watched Transformers on Friday and it was -high pitched- AWESOMEEE! while waiting for my mum to pick us up, me, Ky, Darrion and Chris talked about the show and I've seriously never felt so in love with Transformers till then xD I totally understand why guys spend 200 plus MYR on the models now! Heck, if my boyfriend used my money to do that, I couldn't care less! Hahahah!! That's how cool I think they are :P


Mm Saturday, PLAYED SOCCER! was SO awesome!! I ALMOST scored twice -.- so sad )': I must must MUST score a goal before the end of this year man. I totally suck at it. LOOOL! but still, goals are important! Whether it's the metaphorical one, or the physical, goal post, goal. Haha!


Sunday, JOG FOR HOPE! I mean -clears throat- walk for hope :P was so fun! Even though it was just me and Miyo :D I know this run/jog/WALK was all for charity, but dayumnn. Collegeguyscollegeguyscollegeguys. HEH HEH! (: needless to say what we saw there! (: had so so much fun today (': no, it's not cause of the previous reason -.- 6km of quality bonding time with mah homie yo! (': couldn't have asked for a better weekend (:


Omg shit. This ain't short. OH WELL!


Till another pig flies past my window, this is mandy saying,

DONTCALLMEMANDYORI'LLRAPEYOU! (; BYE!

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On the days I can't see your eyes, I don't even want to open mine <3

Have you ever felt so in love, that even words would be too cheap to sum up all the feelings you have towards the person?


When you feel that he/she deserves more than words, more than a song to know how much you love them, and it frustrates you cause you've tried many times and nothing seems to be good enough to describe your love for that person?



I have (:



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We will never be never be, anything but loud (:

Perseverance-challenged relationship.



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Cause you! Feel! Like! PARADISE xD

I just realized something..

My blog layout is really awesome (: HAHA

Each one a line or two, I'm fine baby, how are you (:

Awww! So in love with this song (: (: Cause it reminds me of you <3

This morning I reached Kanna and had breakfast with Miyo!.. And my parents .__. it was sooo awkward man :x

Went to school for UKH gotong-royong (: it was quite good I guess (: (: was super fun! Thanks to our teacher advisor, Puan Lau's SUPERDUPERAWESOMELYADORABLE little girl (: (:




She's so cuteee! And only 4 (: she kept saying BEEP BEEP!

Lemme summarise cause I typed a whole post and it disappeared (:

- went lunch with Mush, Miyo and Emi plus the little form 1 boy (:
- at ipoh's again -.- ate that on Friday.
- went piano class
- went cycling with Ling Hong
- INTENSIVE! couldn't feel my legs
- went for jacuzzi (: but water was too scalding hot so went for the cold Japanese spa (:
- went for dinner, ate Garfield's favourite food but I can't spell it.
- super tired, slept at 10 /:

P/s : I think you're annoying, BOTH of you. Cause of you two, I have no emotions outlet. Maybe I should just Tupperware them up -.- sucks to be so cranky all the time -.- gah.



On a lighter note,


She's so adorable!! (: (:



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Another winter day, has come and gone away (:

Okay I give up, gonna go all emo now cause I found a song that reminds me of you :P -points to title of blog post- (:

Hee (: wishing you were here for ahem /: gonna be a really lonely one this year ): well, come to think of it, I only had ONE good one on ahem. But then again it didn't turn out that well /: sigh..


I miss you! ):


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Ay Chico ;D

Awesomeeeeeee song!! (: (:

Don't know why but I'm listening to Pitbull songs at this hour ( it's 12.17am ) /:

Usually at this time, I'd either be

(a) sleeping. ( not likely though )
I tried sleeping early but everytime I sleep at 11, it'll make no difference in sleeping at 2 -.- cept, if I sleep at 2, my mornings will be hyper, then in the middle of tuition at 3pm I'd just konk out xD Just this wednesday, I went for maths tuition, half way through, i rested my head on the table, and fell asleep /: normal right? Right. Then, my teacher was like
"AMANDA ARRR! what time you sleep last night arrr!"
You know what I said?

I said MMM. then went back sleeping -.- I keep telling myself to get up, but my body wasn't co-operating with my brain at that time, so tough luck. :P
I woke up 15 minutes after that, realised I was far behind everyone and teacher was like FINALLY WAKE UP EDI HOR! meh, I WOULD say it was embarrassing..? But I wasn't embarrassed at all xD kinda was too tired to care ._.



(b) be doing my homework :P
Homework, club stuff, and all those other crap (:



(c) lying on my bed listening to super emo songs :x
Which is what I usually do /:

But today is a whole new thing /: I'm listening to my 'PARTAY!' playlist on my phone xD usually that playlist is only for when lm doing like chores or when I just wanna get high xD or just doing something really dead boring :P

I really wanna listen to emo songs again..? But I think I'd just head to bed with Pitbull's voice in my head :P he's so awesome I tell you! You know how I differentiate awesome singers and average singers? :P

Awesome singers produce awesome music, EVERY track is awesome (: average singers, produce okay songs lah, sometimes really awesome songs, sometimes really bad. So the average of the two, you get, well, an average singer xD

Have yet to find a NON-awesome song from Pitbull :P so therefore, for the time being, he's awesome to me (: (:



Ahhhh! Sho cute (:


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When I think of you, I don't feel so alone (:

Reading through my last year's diary and thinking back on the times we've spent together (:


Really brings back good memories (':



Miss you so much <3 )':


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There are 2 types of people in the world (:

EYHHHH! wrong (:

There're many types of people in the world!


But today, I've narrowed em down to 4 :P

These are the 4 type of students (:

1. The super hardworking one that'll finish their homework before the holidays (:


2. The one that STILL gives a damn and rushes their homework (:


3. The one who GAVE a damn, decided it was too much, and gave up giving damns about homework (:


4. And 4, never did, and never will give two damns bout homework (:

I fall in between 2 and 3 (:

2.5) the ones who rush, ended up giving up, still wants to give a shit, but procrastinating it to a later day, preferably tomorrow (:




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Lights will guiiideeeee you home (:

Whoah! Haven't posted here in ages and suddenly 2 posts in a day (: surpised? Not really, cause I don't have any readers ANYWAYS! /:


Today my day was boring and neutral /: thanks though, to my didi who helped me jailbreak my phone! (: (:


But the highlight of my day is when this guy from tuition remembered my name :P I mean like, I'm always the silent kid that no one notices /: it's so surprising how people will even know I'm there! Cause I'm the kinda girl who's the 'HUH! you were in my tuition MEH!' type. In other words, I'm the silent nerd (:


And no don't get me wrong -.- i don't have a crush on him, or else i'd go, HE KNOWS MY NAME! -dramatic faints- :P I'm just glad that someone made me feel special today (: made me feel like I wasn't a nobody (:


To that random stranger, thank you, you really made my day (:


Sometimes when you're having a rough day, God sends little reminders to let you know no matter what, you're loved (:



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Just as long as there's you and I

Suddenly I'm not so convinced by the phrase above anymore

Hello,
Blogging from my netbook now cause my iphone blogpress app crashed ): and I can't find anyone that'll -yells- TAKE THEIR TIME OFF, to help me -.-


I don't normally rant bout things that piss me off here cause well, I don't want my yellow sunshine-y blog to be all gloomed over by my sorrowful posts.

Is just like doing a mash-up with Walking on Sunshine and I Don't Love You by My Chemical Romance.


PLUS! Another reason I'm posting my PMS-posts here is cause this is the last place you'd expect it to be. Or if you even notice anything WRONG with the both of us, and I can say you PROBABLY don't even know what's going on.

I try to be as understanding as I can, I swear I do. BUT you just have to make it so damn difficult for me! Everytime we talk, it's either about something, YOU'RE pissed about, or something I'm pissed about. Why can't we have normal conversations where we don't give the silent treatment? And even if we have simple conversations, it always results to either you being pissed at me or I'm being pissed at me for making you pissed.

It's either I'M doing something wrong or YOU'RE being extra sensitive lately. And even if it's you, you won't admit it! What, you're turning into one of those ego-maniacs now? Oh God, you KNOW how I feel about those kinda people! Been there, DONE that, and I certainly DON'T wanna go back!

Miscommunication and the distance is seriously tearing us apart, don't you see that? And you being in that situation doesn't make it any better! I want to talk to you, but I can't. I NEED to talk to you, and work things out. Cause the suspense is slowly ripping me, vein by vein.


You know how fragile I am, why do you still wanna push me off the edge?



You say I've changed, well take a good look at yourself first.

So sick of love songs, so tired of tears

Yesterday my family and I went for a Japanese buffet and my mum couldn't stop dipping everything into wasabi -.-



So I said : I bet you even put wasabi into your rice!



Mum : Yeah, it's called sushi.


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Someones thinking of me, and loving me, tonight (':

Hee I love that song (: 'somewhere out there' from the movie The American Tail (:
It's a story bout a little mouse who gets separated from his family in Russia and is brought to America and.. ( doesn't matter anyways ) they found each other and lived happily ever after. (:


Anyways!


I'm here to tell you about the injustice that has been going around in my school. Our teachers are hairsists!!

What are hairsists you ask?

Well, that's merely just a made up word by me!
Definition : Being predjudice against people with different and or awesomer hair (:



And as I'm not allowed to elaborate further about this phenomenon, I shall continue this rant... Never (:

Goodbye (:


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It's the freedom of, a thousand doves (:

Hi, I'm bored.





What's your name?



I posted something earlier but I forgot to save it and my battery died so it got deleted. Curses.
ANYWAYS! Since I bet no one cares about what I did today or how many times I went to the toilet today (7), imma stare at the computer screen till my eyes pop (:



Just really wished you could come online now )': miss you terribly ): having bad thoughts again, and I really need someone to talk to )': these thoughts are really driving me insane!! )':




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Eat some cucumbers (':

Just got off the phone with the most amazing guy in the world.. As in, it's amazing how this guy means the world to me <3



I'll miss you )': have a safe flight (':


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You'll always be a part of me :3

Heeeee (:

My first time using photoshop :D

Whaddaya think? (:

Feliz navidad! (:

All I want for Christmas is a walking stick!





Cause.. I'm lame!!

HEH! Merry Christmas everyone!! (:



I know the quality is super lousy -.- but at least I tried!! (:

I love hanging out with my ninjas yo (:

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Imma be rocking like that, HUH! xD

Now that's what I call, shock sendiri (:



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Don't wanna be just like you!

Mass production of ninjas (:
Yeaaaah (:

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Now the party don't start till I walk in B)

Believe it or not, my 10 year old sister drew this for me.


I feel so pwned ._.


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Everytime I touch that track, I turn it into gold (: (: (:

Yesterday my mum brought me and my sister to AnW to get our sugar on yo (:




We went for the whole, eat in your car kinda service which was kinda cool cause I could put my feet up on the dashboard :P heh. Anyways!

We parked in front of the little kiddy rides, the ones where you have to insert coins and stuff.
So this Malay couple let their kid ride it. But the funny thing was, it lasted longer than expected. And by longer I mean like 5 minutes xD


The couple felt damn helpless so they just carried the poor crying kid into the car cause they couldn't wait any longer xD




While waiting for our order, which was like another 5 minutes, the kiddy ride went on and on xD and about 3 more kids rode it, got bored and came down from it xD I mean like, WTH! faulty machine. But it DID make a lot of kids happy xD ( and saved their parents money as well )






Me and my mum was just laughing our butts off in the car and she said the funniest thing I've heard come out from her mouth,


" now when we go shopping, me and your dad can proudly walk pass a beep beep (what I used to call it) without worrying"



HAHAHAHAHA!!


My mum told me when I was a kid, everytime they went shopping with me, they'd waste not less than 10 bucks on a crappy, wait sorry, a LOT of crappy rides just for me :P




Damn, I'm a difficult kid (:











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But they tore me apart like a hurricane

I have a pimple on my knee DD:: it hurts so so badly )':

And I don't know why, but I feel so empty today )':
So lonely
So out of place
So, nostalgic )':
Probably it's cause someone reminded me of a past memory ):
Yeaaaa.. Come to think of it, that MUST be it /:

Did I do the right thing in letting go of my past self?

-sighs-

I love short updates (: (:

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Cause I remember when it was me.. /:

At least I got to talk to you today (: (:


Really hope we can be at least half as close as we used to be before, cause I really don't wanna lose you as a friend )': even now I feel I'm drifting further and further away from you )':



Oh well, bright side, Jane, Elaine, Soo and Darren helped me with the roll today! Thanks guys!! (: (: Now my right hip is swollen and hurts like mad -.- but I had FUNNN!! (: (: (:


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Show me a garden that's, bursting into life (:

My best masterpiece yet, I call it, ze grinning cookie (:

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Holding hands never made me feel this way <3 (:

Today I was very happy cause one of my guy team mates told me I had pretty hair :D :D

















Till he said it looked like 毛笔 -.-












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Rain outside my window pouring down

Meh .___.
Sometimes I wish I wasn't so much of a plague or disease ): everytime I'm there you'd never come near.


Why? ): ):

I miss you as a friend ): ): ):

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I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly :)

GOOD LUCK TO ALL SPMERS (: (: (: !!
Hope you guys have the clarity of mind and calmness of the heart (:



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Heart don't fail me now, courage don't desert me (: (:

Why did the banana cross the road?













Because it got a PEELING!
Eheh heh heh :D


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And a voice keeps saying this is where I meant to be (:

I finally finally overcomed/overcame(?) my fear of heights! (: (: it was no easy feat, trust me.

But by God's grace and with the undying support of my team mates, I did it (: words can't express how much I appreciate you guys' help and support. Words can't express how much I love you guys, and I'll forever treasure all you've done for me.



Thank you (': thank you for catching me when I fall, literally (': I love you guys, so so much (': you guys will forever remain a very important part of my life (': -blog hug!-




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When darkness turns to light (:

You are my ray of hope (:

When all is dim and hopeless,
You bring colour into my life,
And illuminate it with your warmth and compassion

You accept who I am in the present,
Embrace my past,
And you await my future.
For you and I both know,
That someday we'll be together till the very end (:



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I wrote 200 letters I would never send (:

The paint we used for the banner (':

Just came back from camp yesterday (: I gotta say, I truly miss the comfort of my own bed ): every morning I wake up, I'd have to deal with the excruciating pain when I lift my left arm for a morning stretch ):

But nonetheless, I feel closer to some of my team mates nao :DD which is a super big accomplishment for me (: but as they say, you win some you lose some ): and now the only thing to do is to hope and PRAY that everyone gets their priorities straight (:

As well as my spiritual life, I guess it's been a bit better..? But honestly speaking, my life took a turn during the previous camp so this camp, mm, not to say made no difference, but a slight change I guess (?)

I gotta admit, I feel a bit awkward at times cause when everyone's so hyper laughing and jumping, I just wanna be alone, thus, spending my whole night in solitary mode /: oh well, like Aaron said, that's life yo (:


Well I guess that's life (: but whatever happens, I will forever be thankful to be on this team, and I'll continue to love and care for you guys, for the rest of my life. Even after the rally, I'll forever remember each and every one of you, cause you guys made such an impact in my life.
(':

Meh, I can go deeper but I don't wanna break into tears just yet! I still have a long day ahead of me and expect an even longer and emotional post soon xD


P/s : it's a shame that you guys don't know my blog ):

Look at the stars, look how they shine for you

Ahhhh ):

Wish I could square root myself ):


Just got my average and position in class yesterday, and was super depressed ): some part of me thought that I could have done better if I had more time, some part of me just thought, that was what I deserved ):


Gotta change my tidak apa attitude )':
Cause this is sooooo not me ):


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Whisper hello, I miss you quite terribly (:

WHOO YEAHHHH!!

After so many months of straining my eyes trying to figure out a way to post photos with my phone without resizing em, I finally did ittttt!! WOOTTSSS! :D

Gonna have like a mini celebration by random pictures (:



WHOOOOOHHH!! :D




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Can't imagine life without you! <3

While folding paper hearts today out of money with my friend,
I turned to her and said

' HEY! We're making love! ' (:

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There's something 'bout love that breaks your heart (:

Today after painting the banner,
I needed to clean up,


Me : Mum, can you drive me to go get thinner?

Mum : Why do you wanna get thinner! You're not that fat also!

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Mama, just kill the man (:

YES MAMA! KILL THE MAN!

Who told our maid that I had school today EVENTHOUGH I reminded her PLENTIFUL of times yesterday NOT TO WAKE ME UPP! -.-


I was tossing and turning on my bed for a good half and hour, then I finally found peace and wanted to go to sleep (: Ahhh.... THEN! my alarm went off -.-

-looks up-

VERY FUNNY!



Still waiting for iBlogger 2.0 where in enables picture posting /: My blog is soooo boring without pictures -.- HEH! it might even still be WITH them /: so yeah, can't wait! (:








.. WHAT IS TAKING SO LONG!

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When darkness turns to light (:

WAZZUPPPPPPPP!
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

PPPPH! (:

Okay, ignore my temporary brain malfunction (: Ada technical problem (:

I actually wanted to get Twitter like, 10 minutes ago, and 5 minutes ago, I changed my mind :D

Why get Twitter when you have a blog! Therefore here I am, wanting to express my feelings through single lined sentences but having no outlet but my blog. So here it goes yo (:

• I hate exam pimples
• that's pimples you get during exams (:
• I call em my exam pimples (:
• everything deserves an identity!
• I can't wait for my post exam facial (:
• oh wait, my mum stopped believing in facials now
• I HAVE A FREAKING PIMPLE ON MY KNEE
• WHY?!?
• HOW!?!
• 10 more days of exams to go (:
• I was texting while walking today and I stepped in a puddle of mud
• I just discovered a new mole
• yay.
• I think I should get Twitter
• my eyes are watering now ):
• I think the word tube socks is cute :D
• heeh
• tube socks (:
• I LOVE THE OTTERS! :D
• crap I just dropped my phone onto the bed
• thank God there's auto save (:




Yeaaaaaaaah. I think I should get Twitter /: